Yesterday, I died with: “I love you” on my lips.


In simple words, nothing new tonight:

My mind was made up to say it this week.

However I wanted to wait and keep the feeling of forever,

Deep inside my heart.

But I knew exactly what I felt…

What I still do.

Needed something more when I sometimes looked,

Deeply gazed into your eyes

But the step was always mine to take

And it seemed wrong; it looked as if I were alone in our story

I needed, desired a perfect tale;

Past actions, still present

Right here where I left myself.

I am unable to go on smiling, incapable of asking for help

Your holding hand is far away

Can you understand?

I have misplaced a day, each minute leaves my sight

How can I put in words what my heart describes?

Misleading paths, travelled on them so many times

I kept my tears for each moment I thought

I lost someone I care for more than anything else

I want to wake up and see a smile again

Hug a sweet soul and take care of that shining heart

Wanna say something, wanna shout,

Come next to you and… Don’t know

I’m being suppressed by this.

And I actually thought I could handle everything

I can’t.

Yesterday, I died with: “I love you” on my lips.


Tuesday, 16 October 2007

21:24:06