I am addicted
To the exquisite pain
Of me insanely loving you

Each day I am embracing
The “yearning” for you,
For those moments
Of getting lost in worship

It’s such a long forever
In loneliness I dangle
Between three words
You once told me

For that dream I create hope
In places I never expected
They exist buried in a daring soul
That craves for your attention

We always enjoy each other
Our beings smile in all the ways
And when night falls on lonely trees
You ruin me with those three words

You declare them in your every kiss
You shout them within every breath
And when I do start to believe
You take them back with a sad grin

I’m pouring wine on those trenches
Made by heartbreaking tears on my lips
I’m just fed up with all your “loving”
A toxic man with venom in his kiss

In the end there was all pain
And my addiction getting tired
Had nothing exquisite to it