I’m telling myself
That I’m happy.
I’m telling you
That I don’t cry.
But I don’t know if it’s true
Cause inside I die .
Every moment can make me mad.
Every hour can make me smile.
But nothing could make the same things,
In the same time .
I’m waiting here
For a light to shine
To make me believe
That all it’s not a lie.
I’m here but I want to be there
I want my life to change
I don’t want to see this.
I hope that I’ll be another me…
I didn’t want to admit it
It was easier to lie.
I hid the hurt and emptiness
I smile instead to cry.
I wanna get lost from
My life sometimes.
I wanna sit here and
Watch the world goes by.