The October night evaded from my past
Searching for something too big to grasp
It made me wonder what was the point of it all
Why go to sleep if you do not want to fall?

The October night, so cold, but I was alone
As I’ve been every single night before
I tried to breathe but I could only exhale
What did I do wrong? Why was I meant to fail?

Even now I see myself forgotten
In an empty room, too still to be bothered
Pourquoi tu ne veux pas de m’aider?
Parce que je t’aime comme tu as peur d’aimer.

I asked myself so many times
The October night hidden between the lines
I sought the truth but I forgot
I sought it where your love was not

The October night revealed the stars
So close to see but to touch too far
I reached out and I saw a spark
It was you in the sky, playing your part

The October night faded away
But I’ll remember it every single day
It was the beginning, it was the end
Of dusk, of dawn, of angel’s hand...