Night of new years eve

stars are blinking
like talking to eachother
smiling about this lovely night

this dark blue glimmering valley
lighted by all the white little houselights

silents is surrounding the soft blue coloured mountains
the wind is whispering through leaves of christmas trees
bells are sounding through the valley of white peace
I_m feeling the holyness in fresh winters air
in the night of new years eve

the bells are still sounding....
or is it again ?
asking for me !?
pulling me forward
wanting me to lighten a candle

walking through the creaking snow
listening those memories waking noises
tears are trying to free themselves

powerless mind
fighting it_s senseless battle against my soul
thougts blowing, raging in me

refinding myself beside the church
listening the chorus of peoples singing
gently reaching my ear

no way, to disturb these moodfull moments
the wish to lighten a candle
gone
away
sadness starts to come over me
should there be no candlelight ?

but...
stop
a sign
a white lonesome candle
laying in the pure white snow

peace
happiness
internal balance
coming back into my heart

lightening the candle
under the milky way of sleeping stars

one wish for new year
is coming into my mind
my only one

wishing to hold you in my arms again.


goldfish