April 13th 2006

I'm not allowed to cry,
I'm not allowed to scream;
My mind is spinning round and round,
In a disastrous frightening dream.

I cannot escape,
And my heart is held at worst;
For this is the destiny,
To which I am condemned and cursed.

I'm not allowed out,
And I cannot stay in;
For its tearing me apart,
And also within.

I'm not allowed run,
I'm not allowed sleep;
I cannot do anything,
But am forced to stay with this creep.

I'm not allowed to feel, in the end,
But just stay as a cold rock;
I'm in a sea of despair,
Caught on a evil dock.

It tears my soul, piece by piece,
And leaves me nothing...
With no sense to live, I still have to,
And I'm forced to hearing...

All these voices...
And there's nothing I can do;
But sit and watch a nightmare,
That will never leave me... nor you.

End