Pathetic feeling sad and sorry
looking for pity or a path
embarassed for myself
for myself is somewhat lost in myself
my self
this has been over so many times
what comes next to calm the tide?
lonely lover romantic failure
all left wanting but only love
flower, breakfast, hug and kiss
something to bring back the feeling I miss
Some words mean so much some times
at times and then are only words
muttered in heat or drunken freedom
repeated only when forced to do so
or so it seems this life is too slow
I fear the future, I fear the loss
I give all my love but at what cost?
the heart I fill will leave fufilled
and the shadow of mine will fade and be stilled.
It hurts to know the pain is one sided,
if only what we wanted in our lives coincided.
but alas it is me who loves you,
and you who loves the convenience of two.