Eating chocolate makes me angry
and so helpless as the daily fight
against heartbreak and sugar draws my energy,
like a junky body and soul drift apart,
the taste in my mouth is like a kiss,
it makes me feel good, wanted, alive
when my stomach makes love to my lonely heart,
so I sin again, lose myself in sensual sweetness...
After the passion is over and the mind is free,
losing control I do admit
and I’m angry I had to make myself happy,
because nobody else did...



Sybille (Sydney) Krivenko 2007