i'm happy trying to communicate as a small human being .. with a fragile heart ... and a questionable brain...in the global scope of what it all means .i am really just passing through...and i feel very insignificant....and i like that , i think ,.....it's pretty grounding...at least i know what i am doing here and it's nothing too important anymore.....some sort of calming mood.....very unusual for this time of year.....if time could stand still at the borderline beetwen real and surreal.....for just a while only...

where would i be now?